I woke up and fell back asleep still in amazement from last night, it was wonderful!

When I fully awoke the Enchanter was by my side, so sweet. I met him in Ryndall and I gave him a ring of promise, of that to be there for him, to stay true, and to be his bondmate, always and forever love him.

I went to farm, just a while with him in dundee made a couple of plat, then we retreated to the inn, Oh dear! The Inn, being with Bris..its just magical...he makes me tingle! He's sweet...Love you baby xXXx

Other than that, my day has been great!!

Its been a while, Quite a long while, less than a month maybe but its good to be back.

I for the first time in practically AGES started to train again - yes a shocker! I met Bris and he helped me and I helped him, it has been a while since I have done so... It felt great, to level again!!

Bris is great! He is wonderful and sweet. He's given me that happiness back again...I've missed that, and all those times I've spent with him, helping him train...and when it stopped well its back again..I love it, Love him. Thanks hun.

You put a smile on my face.

Not one for I,
The sweet silence becons,
Yet another victim.

The sound of dripping blood,
Falling onto the wooden floor,
Dripping, Dipping, Splashing,
Then...Nothing.

Silence falls over us,
A large creek in the floorboards,
It disturbs us.

Bright blinding flashes,
Inn lights, Flicker.
Mutilated pirates faces, gloomy.
Is it the end?

We fear that one day it will take us, a quick strike that not many will notice, whether you are missed or not is another story. We will always look on the wrong side of things and that what we think is usually the opposite to what reality is. I've seen friends be taken from me, I've seen loved ones disappear whether it has happened or not I do not know. I just want my friends to know, whomever reads this is that we all have to keep on fighting whatever blood trails through, what ever bones we have to crush and grind to make our bread, its all used in what we are today, cruelness to be kind, spite and evil creatures lerk outside today. Don't let my rambling fool you on this matter, just remember that I am not giving up no matter what happens, I am going to sleep for a long while, It has been nice knowing Valorn, but it is my time to take that month leave and rest. Fear not my friends, I shall be back a more calm relaxed Emma, Just off to Kilican beaches to meditate like a good Cleric.

Not a while, but yet a month, I have been waiting much longer than I can remember, yet it seems I have no purpose. No meaning here, I guess for Valorns sake, I'll wake again soon. Show my face, force a smile, show my friends I am happy. But put on no show and let it be passed for what is 'fakeness' got to do with reality. Its a cruel place, so many cruel people who appear nice. Many are victims, alot happens, people don't change unless the rest of the world does. Do I bicker? Yes. Its plain, I do waffle on.

But believe you me, I've had my fair share of disappointments, it's going to take alot to catch this girl off guard.

I rest again now for a while, until...it comes....